Happy New Years 2010

well i cant believe it but the new year is finally here
its 2010!!!! wow i cant believe it. man am i going to miss 2009 well not that much
but you know whats sad? this is the first new years that i have spent with out my mom here i kinda actually miss her.
any let me tell you how my last day of 2009 went
well apparently we (my aunt, her friends, and i) were supposed to have a new years party. well we kinda did i think. well we made food enchiladas and all that good stuff and my family and my aunts friends (they are actually kinda my family but i like to think that they arent ) all came over to my house and we ate and we had sparkling grape juice lol its not so bad actually
then we all sat around the table and we reminisced about the year that was about to pass it was all really awesome but then we realized that it was only 9:30 and the first to go was my weird uncle and aunt who decided "eh lets go to bed, whats the point?" whatever i said.
then my godmother left and i was actually kinda sad cuz she is quite halarious
then my aunts friends (family) left and i was all like "thank God"
then my other aunt left cuz she had her own party to go attend
and then my other other aunt (i know i have lots of aunts ) and uncle left cuz they had to work tomorrow (today) sucks for them
then it was just me, my aunt and uncle and my cousin joy. but it didnt last cuz then my uncle and my cousin left to back to their house and so now its just my aunt, me and my brother.
so pretty much everyone left before 11:30
so to amuse myself until the new year i decided to upload as much as i could i uploaded alot of photographs which made me feel awesome
then at around 5 minutes til the new year i went and grabbed my 12 grapes you know cuz you're supposed to eat 12 grapes and make a wish on each one for the new year
anyway and since i was feeling a little down i decided that i was entitled to some wine i didnt drink alot cuz to tell you the truth wine makes me sick and the smell of it is disgusting
anyway so i drank some wine and then the new year came yay!!!! and so i quickly ate my grapes and made a wish on each one
also apparently spiders by system of a down is my song for the year cuz it was the song that played at 11:59 and ended at 12 something which means something right? whatever

so enough about the new year. let me talk about something else

so i was thinking about death alot lately and i must say their are alot of deaths going around no thats not funny but i cant stop smiling anyway maybe its just me but their has been so many deaths these last couple weeks of 2009 i dont know.

also i have been thinking and i think that im going to start saving up for a camera and a video camera. i have to have them before we go to disney which by the way we are going in like 2 1/2 months
also do those two 2's look the same size? those ones that i just wrote in the paragraph above ^ i dont know maybe the wine is getting to me

hmmmmmmmmmm so that about sums up my journal. my first journal of the year
oh also im part of a group now isnt that awesome
oh and i also have to go back to school on the 4th ewwwwww

whatever til next time